Karen--spinning in circles..

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Double integrals and Partial Differentiation

Running through my head all day and night. I am slowly going crazy.

I need a break. Hence I am here. I have been up since 7 in the morning studying. Well. That is ok I suppose. Considering I got like..10 hrs of sleep last night. Tonight will be coffee overfill.

This week is going to go by very slowly. I am already mentally planning a list of things to do once I climb out of this hellhole:
1) Play that game of cards and dice or whatever with friends
2) Go out for dinner with some other friends
3) Spring clean my room (this should be #1)
4) Go to the mall and do major shopping (which I haven't done since I got back from HK....crazy since I go shopping lots har har har!)
5) Rollerblade down at Prince's Island with Darren

6) Make/buy/think of Darren's anniversary gift (ai yaaaa)
7) Watch some tv....like LOTS of it...and all those movies Darren downloaded for me =P
8) Sleep, sleep, and sleep some more.

Ok..well that's it for now. I'll put more down when I think of some more. But for now....it is back to partial derivatives and the good old chain rule and whoa...Laplace's Equation!! Whatever the hell that is *sigh*

Update: Thought of another one!!
9) Tons of World of Warcraft and Sims 2.....non stop. I haven't played for almosts 2 months *sigh*

Karen

Monday, June 20, 2005

Upcoming: Friday, July 24th

It will be last day for me to decide.

To drop or not to drop Math..that is the question.

Not like I can't take it next year...cause I really could. No problems at all. I even fit it in my schedule already. Well maybe change my lab time around to fit my tutorial at all good time, and I'm set. And sign up for 573.

But I don't want to. I want to finish it. Now.

But I don't want to risk a bad mark.

What to do, what to do.

*sigh* why has this month been nothing but stress....I wonder when the real summer will begin.

I am not staring at my Assignment 5. Find double integrals and do this this and that. Oh god. Why do I even have to take this class? This is really quite stupid. The other day my prof asked me what year I was in. I said "4th". He said, "What!! 4th!! You're taking this class so late" To which I responded "Yups". Then he proceeded to tell me that, "Chemistry dept. told me this class is used to assist people who are takng second year courses.". I was like, "You're kidding me right? You don't even really do this kind of math in second year. If you do, it's nothing that you can't learn right away."

Soooo...I ask again...why the hell do I even have to take this class??? I passed all my second year classes....doesn't that show for something?

God...I hate this university so much...GAH!


Karen

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Ok, honestly ladies...

Who the hell would not love to be kissed like this??




The remake of "Best Kiss" award, Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams for The Notebook at the 2005 MTV Movie Awards. It was SO well deserved for them, haha!

It was quite the awards show, I'd say harhar!


-Karen

Thursday, June 09, 2005

*sigh*





oy....I think I really do miss Hong Kong. All fun times, all good memories.


Karen

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

So..

For a quick update on life:

It sucks.

I am very stressed out, very tired, and pretty much sick of everything. I am tempted to drop math, and I ponder why I took it in the first place since I have tons of room next year.

Work sucks. Hardcore. Overworked and underpaid. No organization in the lab whatsoever. I have a feeling one day I will flip out.....I was pretty close to it anyways.

Well whatever the case maybe, this is the hand I'm given, so this is the hand I will deal with. I am a firm believer that complaining won't do much good because it doesn't change anything but make you feel better for 5 minutes. So screw the 5 minutes, cause I can use that time to do something more efficient anyways.

Like study for Latin 201. Oh joy *sarcasm*

And oh yes....I am thinking of changing the url of this blog, but I don't want to lose any of my past posts. Is there any way to do that besides creating a new blog?


-Karen